You gave me a Mahonia charity. In her physical manifestation, she teaches me with her yellow flowers that I have the right to radiate within and that I also have the right to ward off whoever wants to hurt me - as with her with her sharp, pointed leaf tips. So healing for me every time I see her or think of her.
During the treatment with the Natura herbs, somewhere in the middle, I was told in a flash that from the core of the earth bright light radiates, and that the same light is present in me. For me, connecting with the earth is now connecting from my light with the light of the earth and that through my consciousness. How I would love to experience that flash again.
Finally: the Naturas disk. As a grandchild, I was very religious and fervently wanted to marry Jesus, as is only possible in a childlike fantasy. And voila: by wearing the Naturas disk, I feel that this childhood dream has come true. Nice huh... the disc strengthens me to resist negativity.
And now I am reading Anastasia, a book that greatly unsettles my thinking but awakens my emotional life. What bliss flows through me as I read it. My previous experiences with the Natura plant and herbs allow me to allow myself to read it, because I don't think I would have been able to before. For the first time in my life, I discover that you can love nature, in the feeling itself, what a revelation. And it gets more and more intense the further I read. For now, this writing is the only way I am able to thank you and also your collaborators, in my heart of course it has already happened countless times in silence..... A.M.
